the only two things i did yesterday was- 1. play badminton and table tennis 2. attend cousin's wedding. hmm.. nothing else. never studied at all. sianz.

the guys suck. haiz. why after so many years, other classes can be so united, our class can be so fragmented? the guys lack manners, disgusting.

and the wedding dinner was b-o-r-i-n-g... the seating arrangment was weird. cause of the old stubborn folks insisting on their own choice of table mates. blea. our table was full of people i cant be bothered to remember, considering that i see them only about once every year. and there was this disgusting uncle. he was talking very loudly and gesticulating wildly about some ugly family affair, and his tone is one of arrogance and self-righteousness. he complained his wife teach his son not to acknowledge him, and the truth was, he went to batam and cheated on his wife. kaoz. he still can talk big. disgusting. argh.

haha, and we(my brother and i) have reached a conclusion that we should never hold a dinner when we get married. it'll be a small wedding. if we do hold a dinner, it'll be maximum ten tables for me. hahah no ulu pandan granduncles and whatever distant relatives. hahaha =p

trivia time! hahaha =D
- only 1 guy in 5 proposed on their knees...
- only half the guys wash hands after visiting the toilet...
- only 2 out of 5 guys say "i love u" to their wives daily..

above were some things printed on the back of compass point's new promotion "discounts for men--the women dont get it" haha lame =p

n ya... this is a small small world.. saw mrs nelly quek *pri one form teacher pro at throwing chalk and duster* at the dinner and mr chua *ahs sports teacher* was the best man..

time to go STUDY!!!
happy birthday hong!!~~!!

juz gonna hafta study n work harder for chem core paper. chem prac was a killer. haiz. but i shall not lament. as i'm done wif feeling sad. thanks gen,evan,ql n weeinn for cheering mi up.. =) as ql says, one paper down= one less paper to worry abt..

slp regular hours ALL of u!!! hee.. love ya!

finally!! i can view my blog..!! haha n i changed the skin! actually i prefer black backgrnd la.. budden i guess this one is kinda nice, so ya... =)

ydae was phys prac, which marks the start of my A level exam.. hope i'll do well, but hoping is nt enuff. gotta study hard to get the results i wan! n i'm gg out to gym (me-gym?!?!) with hong n yinjie.. haha =p

nth much.. tmr phys prac.. so ya, jiayou ok everyone? =) popped by to c yinjie's blog, v simple n nice.. haha thinking of changin skin, but still like this one lots lots.. so it'll stay.. =D n maybe, juz maybe, i'll change my blog address... hahah

gambatte! jiayou! press on!!

this is my 51st post on this blog.. haha guess i haven't been blogging for a while.. main reason, of cos exams la. budden, another big reason wld be tt evryone seems so depressed, so i shldnt be typing even more depressing things.. n besides, when i dun put my tots down into words, i feel more cheerful. i can tell myself, tmr will be better.. but when i c my depressing tots in words, i feel even more depressed. haha weird the wae i work,isnt it?

actually i dun feel so depressed as i used to feel in the past. is tt gd or bad? well, i now choose to believe tt a positive attitude will produce better results than a "i'm-so-gonna-die" mood.. so ya, maintaining eternal optimism.. life can only get better..

this time nx mth, it'll be over. hope i wun have regrets. =)

****if u wan the rainbow, u muz first learn to live wif the rain****

yo!! study hard!! n take care!!! =D

--shortest blog eva! =p --

tired. stressed. worried. frustrated. but ya, that's the usual emotions nowadays. qiuling keep telling me to cheer up, thing is i dun even sense my un-cheerfulness. nth seems to be able to make my day. perhaps when i accomplish some studying, but that'll be hard.

but, bottomline? cant give up. i wont, and u shouldnt too. =)

am i so useless in your eyes mom? heart pain. but i've learnt to ignore the pain and move on. pretend it doesnt hurt. pretend to succeed in deceiving myself.

miss evan.. hmm.. jiayou ger!